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  新年的第一天就有好消息,朋友圈里季杨杨发了一张小婴儿攥紧的拳头照片,配文:母子平安,时间是凌晨四点钟。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fld5vzjtjzhtpwhnqpv97c26gu0myagsermyflac</blockquote>
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  我发自心底为他们高兴,这两个都是我年少时期的好朋友,看他们结婚生子,幸福圆满,万千感慨涌到嘴边是一句:恭喜。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>x5bd2utezodjvkwjkhlnuiicwxhyg6m0g4sspq1e</blockquote>
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  对着手机发怔之时身旁的人醒来,我低头看她睡眼惺忪的迷糊模样,心里柔软,现在的我何尝不幸福呢,我求了那么久的愿望终于实现,我知足了。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>elb52bizttnzuhhck7npx689kqplw3vy1jdswaey</blockquote>
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  轻轻吻了吻她的眉心,低声温柔,“陶子今晨四点生了,是个男孩。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fyx3org4cda5ytdsqrjsu92jtwzpv0mbzkfvhcla</blockquote>
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  英宝倏地睁大眼睛,直愣愣看我,我笑,亮屏给她看上面的内容,她拿过来认认真真确认,慢慢弯起嘴角,再然后湿了眼眶,指尖小心翼翼去点那个小拳头。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>rbmimat26sehg7lxhkwfqyocneypjo0nf1v4ivxp</blockquote>
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  我心疼地吻她的眼睛,“这是好事。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>djsin7fgvuawtmrx4y3tb6vl8kr1ewkphx0f2bo9</blockquote>
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  她呢喃应和,“是,是好事。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>hlkwvhc9okdmitegt3b87esqu4wru6j0nsydzjzy</blockquote>
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  “……男孩儿……陶子和杨杨的宝宝,一定很好看,”她眼睛里有光,恋恋不舍地看照片,“……半夜生的……陶子辛苦了……”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>qlpje0aosnjc3isw5wmr1o2md6ngb74qpizxdhyy</blockquote>
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  “你想她了?”我一瞬不瞬盯着她,“我可以问问杨扬,等他们什么时候有空,我们去探望陶子和宝宝。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>roakxublcopt0ud9ivy5a6femgzbqnci4whg2n18</blockquote>
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  “可以吗?”她下意识转头来看我。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>f1cibo0nevunrwd6fylxmq7qzz4rcy8bkjho5dhv</blockquote>
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  我失笑,“当然。陶子一定很高兴见到你。你俩不是约定好你要当宝宝的干妈?不想去见见自己的干儿子?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ln1qg3v6jrpdsh5z9lj84tyaebobs2fkavitopuf</blockquote>
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  她眼睛里的光却慢慢湮息下去,摇了摇头,“……算了。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>mykujdvtk4hfm9nxee3crausoi10lzpy5cjwvlzt</blockquote>
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  她不再说话,把手机塞回我手里,翻过去拿后背对我,长发遮掩住小脸看不见情绪。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ltjxhko0up9q5q7kghpb3izfn6m2rzy1dmeogjux</blockquote>
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  我愣住,刚刚不是说得好好的,怎么心情突然低落了?<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>kch7nbvyfsg2gair8efd1av5mqb3duhxjjekxlwc</blockquote>
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  “怎么不高兴了?是我说错什么了吗?”手搭她的肩想翻过来,她抗拒。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>1yzeofhn5wjp4vxbqhpxb9gjkrs2vrklymf03oa8</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>rqjibuazkg61xffeds8xtqtyikoj2dhnl40wvhmc</blockquote>
  “英宝,英宝?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>tuzzj6pkilfb1ykuevs2nxqmhr4sagfwiaqc385y</blockquote>
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  她依旧不语。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ixjfhf5rw2x6agnmya7l8p3zkrssoycnzdjho0m1</blockquote>
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  沉默了会儿,我妥协,决定让她自己冷静一下,“我去给你做早餐,想吃什么?面条还是炒饭?我倾向于炒饭,昨晚煲的饭没怎么动过,今早吃了它吧。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xj0ewvuziatqg8ydsncpif52mbz1t9jhkayk6gh7</blockquote>
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  我起身穿衣,床上本来安静的人突然开口:“方一凡。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>nkrja7bse15nzphzkdvoieo8rxflvwuygyiw2su6</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>apgrie45cdqvx3x7lyzofohkkrstwhajief1buv9</blockquote>
  “嗯?还是你更想吃面条,那……”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ke03vso7by5vlwmncuadnxqimbzy4ipfdzsgl8tq</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>uigbszrgfevr8phhnzpvlsyi7bmeqaomjdjfu4tk</blockquote>
  “你喜欢孩子吗?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>zx8s5ja1ibjybrnnuhsdoqcyxz73pvkh4ftprekt</blockquote>
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  我没反应过来,话题怎么突然……<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>jthz4axokz65lcr9weyxjnymopucblhdeb2sgifr</blockquote>
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  “你好像很喜欢,”她没等我回答,一个人自说自话,“你给我的信里其中有一封说你想要个女儿,一个漂亮聪明的孩子,照你的条件找一个和你登对的人结婚生子,实现这一愿望并不难。虽然你现在的年龄不算大,但……”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ix8wnjpx57mdhseyivtnajcoa3zc29gzl1roqsqk</blockquote>
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  “英宝!”我打断她,盯着被子下单薄的身子,“你说这些话是什么意思?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>6pql5cpwoj7bsvtkh9tq4s8x1ebrukevijhlzcdf</blockquote>
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  胸腔燃烧着怒火,她若无其事说着我和别人结婚生子,就像说一个无关痛痒的人,明明昨晚我们就做着能生子的事,她怎么能转身推我向别人。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>jpgycxlm3rpgaal7qser9nk5f1jeq62w0uhubfit</blockquote>
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  我喉咙干涩,“你希望我和别人结婚生子?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>qjmnuj2knfhvgaiospg37hitrkazcexpw1bo6m4w</blockquote>
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  她沉默了一会儿,“难道你想和我结婚生子吗?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>nribruwmsxffbe7vlqotxlwpm3e8hszq6pgk4hdz</blockquote>
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  “不然呢?”我嗤笑出声,“我现在做的一切是个笑话吗?我方一凡如果有一天要结婚有自己的孩子,那孩子的母亲只能是那个叫乔英子的女人,我结婚共度一生的人,也只能是乔英子。我这样说你明白了吗?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vwxeeo6w4dsvulkjmfuflz9h0oqiaxr5b2dnnyg1</blockquote>
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  房间里很安静,她慢慢起身,被子滑落露出她白皙光滑的肩臂,乌黑长发掩住她一半脸,她低眼看被单,一字一句慢慢说着,“你需要我的身体,我可以给你,但我不会结婚,也不会有孩子。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pjph5viskve7rckgrxilwxg9u2nhqs4eafzbqdz1</blockquote>
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  “结婚只是形式,孩子也只是锦上添花。就算没有那些我也没关系,有你我就满足,但我要的不仅是你的身体,还有你的心。”我目光深沉。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fn3eszxugdby608qulvwahwvdboktclatqgzjkps</blockquote>
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  她面无表情,“我早就说过,我没有心了,给不起你要的。你把大好年华浪费在我身上不值得。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>zfxun3hujohya9kspodjn06yz57qwvgcxtrqld8t</blockquote>
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  “所以昨晚你只是为了满足我的欲望费尽心力来配合我吗?所以你觉得我和你在一起只是贪你的身子?”我苦涩又无力地笑,“乔英子,你太小看我了。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>uxvjrwelqgkamcdr90e3fzkuopbth6jn2fwypqi8</blockquote>
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  说完我转身从房间里出去,我需要时间冷静,心里一遍又一遍劝诫自己,她生病了,我应该对她宽容。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>daymcxwd7ce5tvxt9njspj8b3l1slpqkab6yhewq</blockquote>
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  一个人去厨房,生着闷气开始做早餐,恨恨地想,生病了不起?就能这样欺负我吗!费心费力伺候你几个月不落好,就知道拿话刺我,我的心也不是铜墙铁壁做的,也会痛啊!平常说四五句话回一句就不错了,今天吧啦吧啦和我讲这么多我不爱听的屁话,不想听都拦不住,真不知道我是该哭该笑。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>bk0bgtpjazlnutaiglf98mic1jucosvw3k2hserd</blockquote>
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  锅铲被我铲得唰唰响,恨不得锅底铲出个洞,一餐不做饿死你得了!<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ftyhdrj9e08ptpz3amqwxunoxkj4vig157fhucbe</blockquote>
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  想是这么想,身体还是老老实实煮了面炒了饭,然后踏着步子去敲她房门,“早餐做好了,出来吃。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>d43tnqylur2ylusvkkobicagbmxeetwsgzhawfor</blockquote>
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  回到餐桌拿起勺子,耳朵竖着听动静。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ejxp0hjizudshccm5tkyievopfndunvmsbka6gyw</blockquote>
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  房门开,我心定下来,算你还知道出来吃早餐。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>azuqn6mb7rkygapyxfnqo2izo9w5hefjv4db1xtc</blockquote>
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  大口大口舀饭往嘴里塞,即使她坐到餐桌对面了也故意不看她。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>6jlc4dvbdr3utz5qwnocibtvkseyu1zg0pafsgy7</blockquote>
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  冷落你!我也不能凡事迁就你不是!泥人也是有脾气的!<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>7dg9xibiqknt1o4kfw2wurcqjahabpeemnmflglx</blockquote>
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  可是对面的筷子久久未动,我忍不住抬眼看她,她睁着一双大眼无辜地看我——准确地说,是我盘子里的火腿肉丁蛋炒饭!<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>naqqlstlwmfia8dgzbtuj1v593wycivskyr04zdp</blockquote>
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  我:……<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>p0cw5teym8lauqudrib1ejl9cztkindpjoawks2g</blockquote>
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  发誓绝对不依她,但嘴巴还是没管住,一不小心就秃噜嘴了,“你想吃炒饭?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>artcmdcq1tfghboplsj5fiwxx2nvdeguwy49nphu</blockquote>
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  她看我,轻轻点了点头。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>zjwpyfgl3k9jndor4ogi1q67mvzxybertbshmaqk</blockquote>
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  艹!<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>h2ypbxgn5owzj7idw4sujilkgzvoqhrm9vk3mqft</blockquote>
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  世间仅此一盘的蛋炒饭!<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>jayuapfcufyxoq0vpekkhiwld4eczwbzom19gnjd</blockquote>
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  我把盘子推向她,然后默默把她面前的碗面端回来,当作什么事都没发生,挑起面条哧溜哧溜吸得起劲。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>mfwaoghagec7tvcji9qmbxfb5wso10exvutz6jyk</blockquote>
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  眼角瞟到她动勺子,之前闹得不愉快慢慢从心里排解出去,不是说,人只要吃得下饭就能活着吗,只要她活着一切皆有可能,我和她置什么气,慢慢来就好了。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>v9h5ajs1dmokmoyrwx7tnue64gy8pnlbxzeakibp</blockquote>
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  看她吃得认真,不自觉我的嘴角上扬,压不住心里的骄傲,“怎么样?我炒的好吃吧?这肉丁我放了点酱油,炒起来超香的!”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>rn9nqxtb3ico2zov0ldzlwujak64tmhs7sfdyrgj</blockquote>
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  她看着我,突然笑起来,“过来。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>gyfpzvisrsb2vlm9htytw0rj3g4bl6dhfzpqnnow</blockquote>
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  呃?<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ymyrb3gffwdashzrcpk70ekx5iqhwuljbonsmj8g</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>jzuydcogxkmlho1k0lfzhxsti9emtuqrwpwysvfi</blockquote>
  “什么?”我下意识身子探前。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wgjrromq5v0k8efphels1j6gizkcufl9oabdvysi</blockquote>
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  她伸出手,指尖从我嘴角轻点而过,一颗米粒被她摘走送进她嘴里,她嚼了嚼,漫不经心道,“嗯,确实好吃。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>feqzjhdx3y9ap7k1rzgmb5oowxmiplav604ttf8u</blockquote>
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  花了一秒反应的我瞬间脸颊爆红,“你,你……”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wvu3pojnyqzx4j6hmdgdsxiolfqmekgk2a7sehzi</blockquote>
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  她面色平静,半点没有我们吵过架的痕迹。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8iog9mboixfcqt2sgrneuwvdjnsyexvzjur703tk</blockquote>
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  我想了想,最后忿忿地说没什么,重新低下头去吃面条,却忍不住腹诽,打一巴掌再给颗甜枣,她就是吃准我的脾性不舍得对她生气发火,才一次又一次挑战我的底线,事后又若无其事地与我相处。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>9fekh08xnwj3iy6zqncupalz2stgxddlrikfabj1</blockquote>
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  在她心里,我到底算什么呢?我爱她珍惜她,她却一心想要逃离我,虽然我一次次告诉自己她需要时间和耐心来消化痛苦,但在治愈她的同时我也会累会辛苦会心痛啊。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>asshy96apcgljhpjkdxciff8loyg7nq4qo31wve2</blockquote>
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  反复无常的她,变幻莫测的她,每一天都像让我行走在刀刃冰面上。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xd5b3ho7yybgcvx4hwmsnpkr8arfcd1ieqi69mju</blockquote>
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  想着便不受控制地叹出声,她握勺子的手顿了顿,我已经没胃口再吃,推开碗筷起身想去打把游戏排遣下心情。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vbgmlehfcknc2bvpgf1xtard0q86xziqom9hrj7i</blockquote>
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  经过却被她猝不及防拉住手腕,我停下脚步低头看她。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>earnc9ldwqgobt3hqtjfwuhimsgcoxuvipz7e02k</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>9skrkgnp03xwdvzy7bjupaothn8btoyi4zejrcxd</blockquote>
  “你生气了吗?”她声音很轻。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vr4l271mqdehhrcxtup8jmf6zw9fpuzvgjcekowl</blockquote>
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  我紧抿着唇,不说话,想确认她的意图。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pcvqwieocs61tgu0fxxvinbmoskmg4flaylj8z39</blockquote>
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  她抬头仰视我,眼睛来回在我脸上打转,最后下结论,“你对我失望了对不对?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>rizstdrfqwuxoai5328yv9lggd7aeuzc0pkvfj4t</blockquote>
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  得不到我的回应,她慢慢松开手,一脸了然低头,“你确实应该对我失望。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>arvpdykb0sobhdacmketlre5v4uynizgjzlxonfs</blockquote>
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  我不喜欢看她失落,勾起她下巴反驳,“我没有失望。我知道你是什么样的人,从我决定要和你在一起就做好了承担一切的准备,无论是四年前,还是现在。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>uhymxrfzenm6q2qhgbxgfk1rwcsjwls39i5tjbcv</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>omrqy4tauhngpjs9zlbaf5k3mvw2vpti1dks6ghx</blockquote>
  “你会后悔,就像四年前一样。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ysllc8pkodo14eficpq7mbnujqvryz3052gkgme6</blockquote>
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  “我从来没有后悔过和你在一起的决定,”看到她眼睛里的惊讶,我愈发坚定,“四年前我只是怨恨我自己,没有早一点发现你的不对劲,存着侥幸心理对你隐瞒欺骗,让我们的感情就那样不堪地结束。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xwye4qvmghjrklaufdft8smokjn59pgvc0xcbqnr</blockquote>
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  “若说后悔,我最后悔地是这几年没有去找你,如果知道你过得这么痛苦,我绝不会抛下你不管。现在我有弥补的机会让我照顾你,爱你疼你,我还有什么好后悔,”我半跪下去与她平视,牵着她的手放在我的左胸膛上,让她感受炙热鲜活的心跳,“我偷笑着呢,终于可以不用再做违背这颗心的事,终于可以一心一意地和你在一起,我心满意足。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wmx3x7fy8yokta6rjlavddpcqripktvs5qmebh19</blockquote>
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  她的眼眶盈满泪水,一点点抽回自己的手,声音哽咽,“可是我没有信心和你在一起。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>2arx1ctudqhg3c4z9lqjyikxyfdregmpb5vnoz6t</blockquote>
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  我红了眼睛。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>zdxtom4ggohxtqs6ickh1yndy9e5rwpaimunjvf7</blockquote>
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  “曾经我爸妈是这个世上最爱我的人,可他们一个走了,一个重新组建了家庭有了新的孩子。你也口口声声说过爱我的,可你还是和别人在一起了……”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>x0q5evvgwpflixmqzytnudzkagdco61ih4s38atl</blockquote>
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  “我没有。”我苍白无力解释,她痛苦摇头。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eso5zlkaslnxibgghrpfi1c0njptd69f4bu2cekv</blockquote>
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  “方一凡,这个世上没有什么是永恒不变的,真心也是瞬息万变的。你现在说爱我,十年后呢,二十年后呢,我们是不是会像我爸妈一样,撕得头破血流,反目成仇,发着最毒的誓说老死不相往来。”她的眼泪落在我的手臂上,灼热滚烫,“我已经不相信爱了,说爱的人都是骗子。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>yv0m7tah2wtbyeam14ibkeqxknuovd3guji6zp5s</blockquote>
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